Damn bloody hell, guess what! i have to go to London as part of my work, god damn it, it is just my life, if i choose to run this damn clinical trial, means i got to travel! everywhere from AUstralia means at least 4 hours flying!--that's to NZ... to anywhere in Europe is at least 20 hours! 25 hours to London will certainly not a comfy experience, believe me!it means i would miss Marat's 2nd round live VS Nalbandian! unless there is a mircle!!!!
it is going to be a great match! Nalbandian is ranking number 4 at the moment, our Marat is 100 behind him!! can u believe it? they just numbers, i am a biologist, not a math profession, to me rankings are meaningless! i have to say David Nalbandian is a good player, he is dangerous, i watched all his matches in 2006 Aussie open, he is a guy who has mental toughness, especially the match Nalbandian VS tommy Roberto, he draged tommy like a hunter draging a rabbit!! ahhhhhhh again, Nalbandian is blond---what is his excuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know i am going to miss it but my bf promised that he is going to tape it as they have recorders at his work.... so i would watch it when i go back home ........
match should be started already, i hope.... i was sitting in the airplane,so boring, 2 person sitting next to are talking in some languages that i have no idea what it is! and they seems dont understand english or any languages that i can speak! thank god i have got my iPod with me whick i download heaps of Marat's video clip and his interviews..... i watch Ao 2005 final reply and his interview at Davis cup 2002 and 2006, his voice is so sexy! i mean even he speaks English, his acdent is sooooooo cute!i asked a small piece of paper from the staff and keep writing ''good luck marat'' in as many languages as i can! i am 10000 meters above the earth, i hope i am closer to god and angels, so my prayer will be listened, i wonder how he is playing now or what is going on....
Dubai---gonna to stay in DUbai for 7 hours!!!!! i was very struggled to find a telephone to phone home, i just wanted to know if marat is going ok with his match!
ahhhoooo--my bf is answering the phone lazily.... how is Marat? is he win??????? i cant wait to ask!!!! ''i saw i am ur bf not Mr safin''my bf joked, he knew that iam totally safin-addict! guess...?????? he is holding on me!!!he wins?????? nah---rain delay! he hasnt play yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when is he playing??? dunno yet, still waiting to dry out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jesues!!!!! good! means i have chance to watch live in London if the rain stops in 10 hours time--fingers crossed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i walked around Dubai airport, my problem is i can not speak Arabic, i can only say hello, thank you, how much is it??? it doesnt help much! and lots of the staffs are not speaking very good English or French or what ever i can speak... i draw a picture and struggling to find if there is a skylight TV so i can watch Marat tennis live.... finally i found a room which has Tv on it, guess what, the match is on..... Marat looks pretty healthy and tan--- and relaxed.oh yeah, he wasnt flying 15 hours like me LOL.... 15-0 at 1st small tiebreak or point, Marat seems moving musclarly and full of energy!!! i was pretty glad, '' ladies and gentlmen, fly XXXXX to London is boarding now'' i finally hear a english word now..... damn have to catch my connect plan now... how can u treat me like this!i wanna to match Marat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u could imagine how i feel on my way to London,i was thinking if marat is playing well or what's going on in the match,or is there any rain delay again..........
finally arrived London --after soooooooooooooooooo long...25 hours on plane, Jet lag and tired..... as soon as i got off the terminal, i got a Text message from my brother--- Marat wins over Nalbandian, he played extremly well, he looks confident !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeahH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant stop screaming out! man after so long, such a long tiring flight and depress moment in Dubai, i finally heard a good news!!!some well-dressed fair english are looking at me in a very strange way, they might think i am an Aussie tourist--- a crazy one!!! well, they would only know how to take care of their ''beautiful;; hair in such a depressing city, how can those ppl share my passion about Safin! who cares how ppl think about me????? safin wins!!!! what so ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my sponsors picked me up in the airport, London can be lovely sometimes, if Safin wins...yeah of course!!!!!!!!!!! got the hotel relaxed a bit, i can not wait to connect my internet to log on Marat;s offical website.... ggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so many posts!!!everyone seems had sleepless moment, shaking, crying, lauging and screaming... i am pretty sure i am not the only crazy one this time!marat is a culture, a religion,he united all his fans from all over the world, even they never met each other.... he can never relise that he great he is !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he heals millions of heart! webby's message touches me sooooooooooooo much, i can imagin another girl (webby) is also being emotional in another part of the world....website is made of C program or Java stuff, but webby is certainly a charactor, how can sb run a web for marat without strong passion on him.i am sure she loves him as much as i do... i can feel all the boys and girls, men and ladies are being emotional across the globle!!!!!!!!!!!
got a call from my grandma----Marat wins!!!!!!!!! she infoed me, god my grandma thinks Marat is the only Russian man exist on earth even since we moved to Australia, they only thing she feel she is connecting to her homeland--russia!!!at age 85, she can not see anything anymore, but she never missed a single marat's match, she listens to TV (as she cant see anymore), she would want her only grand-daughter to be taken by safin--which is not possible, it is just a kind wish from a 85 yrs old russian lady! she feels and even watch marat on heart!
got a message from another fan that i met from the offical website--another Russian from my birthplace st petersburg--Dmitriy!met him last time i was in RUssia back July,he is such an amazing charactor, his 2 yrs old son was also asking me if i love Marat, he has a 92 yrs old GrandDad follows safin's tennis tooooooooooooo.... see Marat is not only loved by crazy chick like me, but also the kid and the elderly.....
also, i like another fan Alexander 's message, i tipped she is portuguese, her report in portuguese open was great!u can guess how much she loves safin by providing all the details on web, even weather updated in NY...it saved me heaps of time
---Obrigado Alexandra-- i hope my portuguese is understandable--i mean thank u ....
yes, he beat Nalbandian,he goes to 3rd round.... god, after so long,....i know i will have a peaceful sleep tonight.... yes, in this strange city---London............i will be watching Marat VS Nalbandian's match in a relaxing matter when i go back home.....Peace.... my prayer was heard by god!ppl, next time, pray at 1000M above the sky for 25 hours non-stop ,like crazy me...... LOL